wearing all black today to mourn the death of my motivation
Today marks 5 years since you have been gone. You have been a beautiful angel in heaven for a while now…I wish I had the privilege to hear your voice again, hear you play the piano again. You were a light in my life and continue to be. No worries, you are not forgotten. I am sure you might think so with everything that has been going on in this world. I know it looks like chaos from up there, trust me when I say this… It is crazy, this is a broken fallen world… Continuing to be more broken. Nothing is better. My depression grows, I however will never lose faith in what you told me was most important, my relationship with God. I will say this though mom, I wish you were here more than ever. I have let a lot of people down, and even myself. I still wonder what it would be like if you were here, however curiosity kills the cat. I love you forever, and miss you… And will I hope someday I will make you proud.
Love, your daughter forever.
i want to be rebellious but i dont want to get in trouble